thinking of you, wherever you are

we pray for our sorrows to end

and hope that our hearts will blend.

now i will step forward to realize this wish.

and who knows?

starting a new journey may not be so hard.

or maybe it has already begun.

i can't believe how hard it can be sometimes.

i need a car.

i'm gaining weight.

i can barely stand my job.

going to church is almost a chore.

i feel like a fish out of water at school.

i'm always on the brink of tears.

i think God's ignoring me.

i miss my friends.

i can't pray.

i've never felt so alone.

dang, it's been a while.

well first of all, i started school on tuesday, and i am having so much fun, i absolutely love it! the teacher's rock, the school itself's really nice, and we can eat snacks during class! it's WAY better than high school. most definetly. i'm pretty much the youngest  in my class though, because some of the girls are older, from my age to moms. (that's mostly in the esthetics class though) and i'm making friends and goofing off and having a blast.

secondly, i got my driver's licence!! woot!!

i worked last night, and i have to work again tonight. *sigh* i hate closing....

i'm going to my grandma's church tomorrow, because mom's working tonight and dad's in arizona, so it'll be easier. and i might get to meet a certain special someone....^ - ^

he's pretty much my soul mate. he just doesn't know it yet.

yay pretty new music...fits the layout well i think. makes me feel all nostalgic. 

tah!

{emilia}

Currently Watching Fraggle Rock - Complete First Season By Fraggle Rock see related

OHMYGOSHOHMYGOSHOHMYGOSH

i just got a call from the CLINIQUE corporate office and they're considering my resume and they want me to come in for an interview!!!!!

actually, there's a story....

i submitted my resume online a few months ago, and i was hoping it would be enormously fabulous if i landed a job working at a clinique counter (considering my future career). so all this time's gone by and i've been like "oh well...welcome to mcdonalds...." and just been putting up with mc-y d's, when to my surprise i got a call today from a lady named Stephanie from the clinique corporate office in the Macy's in Oxmore (and i was like "oxmore? what?") so we talked about hours and school and mcdonalds and stuff, and she wanted me to come in for an interview at 1:00 tomorrow, and right before she let me go, i asked if this was the counter in Belden or Alliance, and she asked if i was anywhere near Dayton....apparently there was a miscommunication, so she's calling this lady named Kelly who's going to hook me up with a counter closer to home.

PLEASE PRAY THAT I LAND THIS JOB!!!!!!

well i had my driver's test today.....and i failed not even five minutes into it.....yea........

YAY SARTA!!

in other news, i had orientation today for national beauty college and i am SO FREAKING EXCITED TO START!!!!! SEPTEMBER 5TH BABY, WOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

anyway....

football game on friday! can't wait to see the band!!

GO LOUISVILLE!!